EmptyV, emptyV
Keep me from Insanity
rolling plains of wheat and soy
more than 'nuff to kill a boy

Dull and slow
Nowhere to go
amusement comes
in Tv's glow

Music: soul food
keeps me 'live
City's home
where I thrive

Flying through traffic
Fast'z I can
'Drenalin pumpin'
I feel alive man

Places to go
People to see
a thousand diversions
cater to me

Scott's' not alive
T'aint't dead neither
Lying in the dark,
hovering 'tween either

How do I feel?
A numb they call shock
Too true it is
that words only mock

Hollow illusions
of feelings once felt
Joy and care
all seem to melt

when phrased by the tongue
and shot in the air
static vibrations
they joy and the care

Twisted emotions
the joy and the hate
I should have been there
So glad I was late

Elated to find
That I'm still alive
others lie dormant
while I still thrive

Guilt! guilt! guilt!
I should've been there!
Why's he asleep?
It just ain't fair!

Next time you'll drive
O no you won't!
Kill myself with guilt
please...don't

I cried today
first tear since she's gone
Not true, first tear
since I've gone along

Left her in the dust
of cyberville and megabytes
conversations just mem
Click open and read my wrongs and rights

you still love her
this much you know
call from the east
in a second you'd go

the TV sickens you
though you enjoy what you see
"Better be sure before you leave
I can hurt you and you can hurt me."

Televisions seizures
caused by naked eyes
the pen it pokes
inside my soul and prys

Sucks me dry
None left to give
best refill
go out and live.

AcB 7.12.97